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| User: | akaiyume (861374) 
Red Dreams, Blue Girl
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| Name: | Violet |
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| Location: | Louisiana, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1970-08-03 |
| Bio: | I can see the twilight and twisted shadows it creates.
I can hear the heartbeat of lifes lost sorrow.
Never once can one man dream the absence of a holy shrine.
Eating dirt to fill this void that remains empty and dry.
Liquid from my tears that plummet for eternity,
help to drown the flowers and sprout yet another cry.
For all these fallen angels and the Gods in which they serve,
where will they go when it all comes crashing down?
Your smile doesn't help me and your laughter holds no joy.
I never asked for your pity, or your worthless love.
All of this means nothing to a heart that does not beat,
for this is no salvation and the darkness shrouds my face.
In between this granite frown and a smile made from blood,
the placement of my hands shall cover my eyes of black.
No words can leave my mouth for my throat is coarse and dry,
and my legs quake beneath me, falling before my pain.
Kneel before the suffering and cover your face with earth.
Smother yourself with elegance and dream the dream of red.
Novembers Doom - Suffer the Red Dream
warnings:
Large parts of this journal have become friends only. Some content may not be advisable for those with closed minds. If you want to be added to the flist list (which is only advisable if you are an angst addict) let me know, since I don't check this page on a regular basis.
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| Memories:: | 4 entries |
| Interests: | 125: acid bath, acidman, akira, alice in chains, amber, amber drpg, anime, anthropology, arthouse films, baseball, battlestar galactica, bdsm, bisexuality, blood, blutengel, body piercing, bois, books, candles, cats, cemeteries, chai, changeling: the dreaming, civil liberties, civil rights, coaltar of the deepers, computers, darkness, delirium, devil may cry, discordia, downy, dyslexia, elizabeth hand, eris, fetish, final fantasy, freaks, ghosts, goth, grateful dead, graveyards, gregg araki, grrls, h.p. lovecraft, hair dye, hayao miyazaki, hidden places, hide, honesty, houston astros, ilya prigogine, imovie, intelligence, intelligent conversation, j-rock, jack off jill, japan, japanese, japanese culture, jeff bagwell, jrock, kinkiness, learning, leather, liberals, lois mcmasters bujold, macintosh, macs, microbrewery beer, miranda sex garden, moonlight, music, neil gaiman, new information, new orleans, nighttime, number girl, nyarlathotep, open-mindedness, opiates, phish, piercings, plastic tree, poetry, pop culture, poppy z. brite, purple hair, quirkiness, reading, roger zelazny, role playing games, role-playing, rpgs, ryutaro, sandman, scarling, sci-fi, science fiction, secret places, sensation, sensuality, sex, sherri s. tepper, shin megami tensei, sims, smeared lipstick, storm constantine, studio ghibli, sushi, switchblade symphony, tadashi, tattoos, the back horn, the cure, tool, vampires, velvet, video games, visual kei, vodka, white wolf games, widespread panic, william blake, writing |
| Friends: |  | 56: | adroanzi, auntiesiannan, bishop004, city_of_dis, corvus93, darkatreyu, delphinea, docbrite, dorothy_android, eddycross, ellipse, evalux, fengkitsune, fetish666, firelillie, flickad, further, ginmar, gramina, i_know_you, jandervk, joliestar, kali_ma, kinky_witch, kirtakat, krakmunky69, laeva, lordsluk, lyricmaniac, malagant, mcraven333, mesila333, metalmadchen, misia, mrgodot, navesink, newresoluti0n, novapsyche, out_totheblack, qilora, rasetsu_koku, raveneyes, reverendsorrow, sable_twilight, sabrinaqedesha, saihung, secret_willow, sexandviolins, sophiaserpentia, stargazercmc, stormandshadows, stormz_a_brewin, sweetdragon, weishaupt, youjeen, zayinel |  | 107: | 1135decatur, __facethemusic, _cotd_, _scumberry_, aborshunnparty, abortiondebate, abraham_daily, afascinante, aliceinchains, amberfic, anarchafeminist, anthropologist, anti_anti_drug, astrology, audiomess, bible_slash, bipolypagangeek, bishie_daily, black_cassette, bsg_crack, bsg_episodes, bsg_news, buck_tick, bujold_fic, cat_macros, curvycanvas, cylon_secrets, dark_christian, death_by_light, direngreyism, discord_society, dr_ten_tenshi, elitist_yaoi, eristicmystics, ethermusicshare, eumemics, fantasywithbite, fem_dom, feminist, feminist_sub, free_manga, galactica_vids, galacticanews, gceiling_icons, gender_petition, genderqueer, gothic_curves, gothmusicshare, harenchibox, hour_of_death, houstonastros, iconynano, japanese, japaneseindie, japanesewords, jcrack, jrock_bodyparts, jrock_caps, jrock_events_us, jrock_exchange, jrock_mp3s, jrock_pvz, jrock_scans, jrockhumor, jrocklyrics, jrockwallpapers, kagrra, kanji, kanji_chuudoku, kitty_prints, kurage, laf_la_events, lafayettela, lifeafterharry, ljforchoice, macosx, mega_ten, neptunians, neworleans, nihon, noladarkside, paidmembers, pl4ch, pla_media, pleasureinpain, polyamory, punditslash, raythoo, ririisu, shardsofarda, shinya_daily, sims2creations, simscclinks, snookslibrary, switchhitters, switchspace, the_pain_sutras, thebackhorn, thecylons, tori_maia, tuxedocats, undergrandhotel, visual_indies, wow_ladies, xhurtsx, yaoi_daily, yshare |  | 12: | allabout_tahmoh, counterpunchrss, hanne_blank, nin_rss, noamchomskyblog, officialgaiman, rudepundit, savagelove, susiebrightfeed, theninhotline, theonionfeed, unofficial_bsg |
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| Mutual Friends: | 45: auntiesiannan, bishop004, corvus93, darkatreyu, delphinea, dorothy_android, eddycross, ellipse, evalux, fengkitsune, fetish666, firelillie, flickad, further, gramina, i_know_you, jandervk, joliestar, kali_ma, kinky_witch, kirtakat, krakmunky69, laeva, lordsluk, malagant, mcraven333, mesila333, metalmadchen, mrgodot, newresoluti0n, out_totheblack, rasetsu_koku, raveneyes, reverendsorrow, sable_twilight, sabrinaqedesha, saihung, secret_willow, sexandviolins, sophiaserpentia, stargazercmc, stormandshadows, stormz_a_brewin, weishaupt, zayinel |
| Also Friend of: | 3: inkedmetal, luminoustears, thebetrayed |
| Member of: | 103: 1135decatur, __facethemusic, _cotd_, aborshunnparty, abortiondebate, abraham_daily, aliceinchains, amberfic, anarchafeminist, anthropologist, anti_anti_drug, astrology, audiomess, bible_slash, bipolypagangeek, bishie_daily, black_cassette, bsg_crack, bsg_episodes, bsg_news, buck_tick, bujold_fic, cat_macros, curvycanvas, cylon_secrets, dark_christian, death_by_light, demon_diet, direngreyism, discord_society, dr_ten_tenshi, elitist_yaoi, eristicmystics, ethermusicshare, eumemics, fantasywithbite, fem_dom, feminist, feminist_sub, free_manga, galactica_vids, galacticanews, gceiling_icons, gender_petition, genderqueer, gothic_curves, gothmusicshare, harenchibox, hour_of_death, houstonastros, iconynano, japanese, japaneseindie, japanesewords, jcrack, jrock_bodyparts, jrock_caps, jrock_events_us, jrock_exchange, jrock_mp3s, jrock_pvz, jrock_scans, jrockhumor, jrocklyrics, jrockwallpapers, kagrra, kanji, kanji_chuudoku, kitty_prints, kurage, lafayettela, lifeafterharry, ljforchoice, macosx, mega_ten, neptunians, neworleans, nihon, noladarkside, paidmembers, pl4ch, pla_media, pleasureinpain, polyamory, punditslash, raythoo, ririisu, shardsofarda, shinya_daily, sims2creations, simscclinks, snookslibrary, the_pain_sutras, thebackhorn, thecylons, tokyopistol, tori_maia, tuxedocats, undergrandhotel, visual_indies, wow_ladies, yaoi_daily, yshare |
| Account type: | Paid Account |
